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Things I need to get off my chest
Posted On 06/11/2009 05:56:08 by illi_dgaf
Let me start off by saying that I admit that I am far from perfect.

Talking to several people I realize that I overreact to irrelevant shit (i.e the internet). I admit that I don't really have much of a life but I am working on it. I wasn't always as sensitive or introverted as I used to be, I do believe that I was made that way.

I can list reasons why I am the way I am but this is not the note to be talking about my trials and tribulations in my life. It is also because I move all over the country every few months since I was 14 so I don't really have the luxury (is that the right word?) to hang with friends I have known for years, instead had to fit in where ever I moved to. After a few moves it gets harder and harder so I am often on the internet talking to my old friends. However I do have a few friends that I hang out with.

Living my life on websites does not make my life any better and satisfying so I will get out more. I am also working on my confidence and self-respect but some of you guys talking down on me does not make it any easier but if you all cannot stop doing it then that will just be another obstacle that I will jump over.

I am not a total spaz I do however get around every once in a while and have fun in real life.

From now on when people come at me on the internet I am not going to get upset and stress over it. In fact I have no problems with anybody on here anymore. That person who asked me why do I come to sites where im not even wanted, if Twinn and Fatt Kidd tell me personally that they want me to leave their site then I will solemnly leave.

Many of you talk about how bad Adrian is and how much you all hate him. Yes I admit he can be an asshole at times and do/say some of the most outrageous shit, but I talk to him out of BEP and he say some real shit. Like that blog he posted on SOD. Yes he has done some wrong things but besides exposing peoples nudes are a lot of you people on here so different? Think about it.

As far as the thing with Merky goes, I did not "snitch" on anything or anyone and if you don't believe me well I guess you can't say that I didn't try convincing all of yall, besides I do not care anymore. I also admit that I took things too seriously but no more.

Shout out to

LilBoyFresh, he my main nigga on here (UnknownxSources)

AmaticZone <3 (Merky and Jassy) I know we may have had our rocky moments but I realize that you guys are very real and cool people 1 on 1

XanticUmber <3 (Mayo and Gina) I like how you both took the time to get to know me

Rude, your also one of the few real people on here who dont dick ride and when that whole thing with the snitching happened, you actually asked for my side of the story and listened

Sonic, you are a funny dude lol, and u also show that you are not a follower

Whore, I was just watchin some of your videos on youtube and you also say some real shit, kudos to you

Chezit, you also show qualities of a real person, and you're really a cool person to talk to

if i didn't mention anyone else its because either you are a dickrider and/or you are not worth me giving a shout out to

This isn't a goodbye letter. I am merely taking a haitus from BEP (chat). If you are going to leave a comment, please be mature about it

If you want to hit me up

Aim: Illini61821

Yahoo IM: Illini61821

If you have my number then you can text/call me anytime.



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From: Rico_Kahzee_Rosado
07/11/2009 06:22:47
hey bitch
I aint get no shout out
if Thats how you feel shun
and why I dont have Rudes number?
: ( you luccy guy you lol


From: rudeFiasco_
06/14/2009 19:46:25
do what u feel homeh.
txt me :)


From: MAKONURFACE
06/12/2009 04:31:50
i always read ur blogs..cuz there's always sumn real in em. your a human and u make mistakes...like we all do. its just ur mistakes are more out there for the net to see sumtimes just because ur tryin to be friendly. i cant fault you for that. ive seen ppl talk shxt bout u behind ur back..and i always duely note them..because regardless of their issues with you...i dont think ppl should talk behind ur back. it aint that serious. if they aint eva been in ur house and ate ur food...their opinion could matter less..cuz they obviously aint important to you..cuz they on the net, ya know?
the net is what it is...but it aint ''all real''. u gotta take the good with the bad. let it entertain u in bored or lonely moments...but dont let it bring u down. just keep bein u and bein honest with yourself and fxck everything else. best wishes illi.


From: Flyght15
06/12/2009 03:25:40

Illi i'll b yo friend


 


no homo


From: ShaMills
06/12/2009 00:02:31
It is what is illi, if that's what you feel you should do. I think you taking a step in the right direction by taking a hiatus or w/e. Most of what goes on this site will not impact your life in any way...unless you let it. So just breathe and keep it movin' k? You'll be alright


From: BigChanceTrick
06/11/2009 18:52:19
i aint tell nobody shit all i did was a =X and thats it yall took it and ran with it



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